i am bad at loving and you are bad at shutting up
but for some reason, i can’t keep you out of my head
i had to write a poem for class and i immediately started writing about
so i threw that out and started again because you don’t exist
you don’t exist anymore and i’ve accepted it
(most of the time)
but then you’re in my dreams and your letter is in my journal
and every time i open the book, it falls out and my wound is reopened

i still have lemon flavored cough drops that i bought with you
and they are the sweetest things i can put in my mouth
since you disappeared

it’s hard to hate you but it’s goddamned hard to love you

thoughts after taking too much cough medicine by k.n.a. (via seaofashtrays)



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